Quit moping around

Yea. What is this man SERIOUSLY!
Love talking to my sis so farny.
Haish can't stop crapping and moping around (ZZZZ) and writing cryptic senseless posts I call them Misty Posts which I probably wouldn't remember having written them Do I really need to keep up like that? I do wonder about the purpose of writing in such a manner I believe I've explored this in one of the posts Is it really me? Do all these sound like me? Or have I become incredibly in-sync with my soul and fused with my habit that it eliminates clarity in truth about myself so much so that in expressing what I perceive or interpret everything else around me I gradually lose myself in it OR IS IT I'm losing myself in this crazy mad rush that I don't recall how it was like being me? Cryptic? Now I know it runs in the family.. perhaps it isn't a time for ground-breaking self-discovery it just struck me 5 minutes ago that is this necessary?






It takes great courage for me to write something like the following from the very depths of my heart in a post thats not a MIsty Post.






What I've grasped/understood of you so far is likely to be a mere shadow; it's evident you're a colourful person
Today I've understood you could have hazy days too, somet things for whatever reason you would prefer to keep it in your heart while the tustle goes on within you
Just like my hazy days are trapped in my words that doesn't translate to proper ideas upon reading Your hazy days trapped in your brain might be even worse than mine, stormy even. I just want to let you know that whatever storms that you have sloshing/thundering in your brain or jian4 and evil thoughts you may harbour or the thoughts you have that makes you feel uncomfortable with yourself you can always share them with me cause we're family there's no need for your pulsating brain to work on so many things at the same time Until the day you can share your troubles comfortably with me, perhaps my feelings would no longer be trapped in my words too. I love you jiejie!


What do you see

A glance at what is to come prompted an outlook thats hardly conceivable instead There's never a time more crucial/defining as this
Dwells so much on our thoughts that it feeds on some of our brains making us swell with such aspiration that makes it intolerably stifling for the rest of us. Unintentionally put off by the thought): Thats what I see

Was updated on a selected individual (which generated a certain degree of agitation, now forgotten and not to be raked up again!) yet I now perceive another differently. It wasn't a choice for such perception to be tainted but I feel the outcome was rather justified..
Perhaps self-expression is a choice in itself
words people choose to use put across the disposition they wish to take on Not knowing their words can mirror and magnify certain flaws thereby causal to their eventual fate of being alienated muahah SOCIAL SUICIDE. lol okay definitely not that serious, but able to cause a small extent of alienation by other people nyeh heh

Sighs. What we see, they don't see. What we didn't choose to see, they want us to see. But ultimately we don't see what they see.

We probably should align ourselves with the third phrase because we really do not know what's really happening in other people's lives, maybe someday we'll know (:





I like the new ndp song





WHAT DO YOU SEE
WHAT I SEE IS DIFFERENT FROM WHAT YOU SEE
SO WHAT DO YOU SEE


Come Tuesday and every tuesday and every tuesday and every tuesday and everyday

Can't turn on my mom's/sis's com Someone so sneaky to have spoilt the coms without announcing it

I gotta change my blogskin


Hmmm was fun listening to people recounting incidents in their lives Listening is fun too




Come Tuesday Fill my heart up so I can subsist on it for the coming months Even if it was elsewhere lasting till it comes back to the right spot to the very beginning


rewind

Unrelated to the previous post

Just saw some writing which professes intense obsession and infatuation to the point of self-indulgence which makes me really sick=.=


bloop bloop bloop

Its odd there seemingly is respite and reflection admist the trying times as these where most of us are grinding through the tedium brought about by our undying sense of duty to the likes of our parents or to our ever unattainable expectations, that we consequently press on Our efforts spanning across space across time

Well to me, that is. Someone said it was too early to pause to contemplate all of our past up to this very moment Well technically I didn't pause can't help if tiny thoughts pop in between my eyes





The only person I knew so far; This earthly voyage leaves its mark Etched on her face
Or The trivial, yet heartwarming efforts of an old friend.. So warm and embracing
and The genuineness people pay with their words and smiles
I want to give more more more!


AHH

Unbelievably bored these days =.= Even boreder when hols just started

So bored - I baked chocolate crinkles Food reviews so far have been good

So lousy - the com. Couldn't upload photos of the phenomenal cookies

So sian - Really about to puke from studying

So laborious - Eating is.

So helpless - Help!

So wonderful - School hol is not extended; GET CTs done and over with!!! Fast forward to the beautiful things which come after.

So flabby - Me


How like that

YAWNSSS.





As steadfast as resolute as you think you are the physical mechanics operate otherwise
Taken through the act unwittingly mechanics running fine, Hence Rolled into routine time and time again


Hope I still have mood for the SURPRISE nyeheh


Click

Unmoving as the world goes round in its whirl of color and synthetic merriment






I do feel subtlety and implication does less harm than confrontation

Not a surprise I find it easy to drift off in those conversations for reasons too obscure. Why didn't I sense a genuine need to smile/amused by the topic of interest? Plain politeness and obligation.

or it's just you..

And I don't like pushy people.


Hmmm

Really touched to have received that call from Australia.. Thankful for a sister in Christ like jojo(:





There's hardly reason to doubt any friend who's so sincere Like schermz said makes people want to ask about them I'm grateful to have people to be concerned about however trivial matters are


Had an enjoyable morning Takes the dreariness out of our obligations with a change of environment and in the presence of a good friend